Hi...Well so it's been some time since i've last written and today i feel like sharing. What have i been up to you ask? Well mostly work.I still work at Sylvan and at Drug Emplorium which by the way i got Employee of the month for June (yea).I got asked to be Cosmetics manager but i turned it down and am kicking myself for it now. I'm such a loser. I've been going out with my girlfriends from high school lately, going to the beach and shopping. I really appriciate all of my friends, with-out thier support i wouldn't be the person i am today. Hopefully i will go out w/ them tomorrow cause it's my only day off. How are things w/ me and Kevin you ask? not good.... sometimes i feel as though his stay in Oregon makes our bond stronger but lkie today i feel as though it is falling apart. Sometimes it's me who acts like a child and pouts and sometimes it's him and i just wish that both of us will grow up and say what need to be said and not hurt each other.I want to viset him but time and money keep us apart. I still love him verry much, but this long distance relationship just makes things so hard.